Its Indian Army !!!

today is the 28th of september..Went for the Indian Army Engineer's Entry today...what do u expect out of me..i'm a Software Engineer..but who gives a damn..i remember in-spite of all my tantrums and confidence everything went in Vain last time and i could not clear even the Gd...till date i never knew what went wrong..

But today was the day i had to prove something..something to myself..i had to prove that Abhinav Srivastava doesn't belong to the crowd..he's got something else to achieve..i know i mostly sound like a narcissist..but today was an important day..
Giving my GD for the Indian Army and Gosh i was nervous..nervous as hell...we've always seen these fuckin ppl kickin asses and telling them they r not fit for the Army..
but clearing the GD was simple..got my confidence back..today i could look upon myself..and say yes..u still have it..u still have it what it takes to be at the top..
the topic was "hockey in India" and man was i talking...dominated it from the start..but i was happy i could make some vital contributions..i knew i never had to make the same mistakes again..finally that army guy called my chest number and asked me to move for the interview..hey and that was the moment..i knew i'd made it..i knew that confidence was back..
and i loved it..i loved that relief..i loved that triumph and i loved the glory...
i love walking out of that room with an air of arrogance and with that humbleness..i wanted to scream loud and wanted to say "yes...i've done it" but the thing was half done..
next came the interview...it was easy man...comeone its me..its abhinav srivastava..u've got to be kidding me..
asked me what's ISDN...told him
asked me what's GPRS...explained him...
asked me what's Wi-Max...fucked him............
then we had a normal conversation on cyptographic analysis and neural networks..then came the real punch......

Why i want to join the Indian Army...and i was askin myself.."why the fuck i'm here...why the fuck i'm going for the fucking Indian Army when i've a nice cosy Job at Infosys with hefty perks and fat allowances.."
but i guess the answer was obvious..always wanted to do this...its been my dream...my charm my passion..and the smile on the guy's face was so very relaxing,..
and rest is history..
"we'd love to see you at the Indian Army Abhinav...."
Have a great Day Ahead"...these words r still echoing in my mind..
did i win ? but won against whom ?? against myself ?? no today its not an ordinary day..
today is the day when someone gives a confidence Diet to his/her mind..and that day was for me..
i've loved it all the way..
so will i join the Indian Army.............
time would tell.......
i guess what i like the best about a soldier is that "He Kills by Profession"
so......lets see..
abhi manzille dur hai aur raasta mushkil
lekin mujhe yeh yakin hai
jeet hogi apni ek din.....